David H. Wagner

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David’s Story

David was born in Peoria, IL in 1971.
He began his spiritual quest as a misfit high school student searching for answers to life’s great questions. Over the course of nearly 30 years, his path has lead to a rich life of service and deep happiness.

David in Peoria 1985

David in Peoria 1985

Outside Yogaglo studios 2014

Outside YogaGlo studios in Santamonica 2014

I was a very angry kid. I was into punk rock and getting high and causing trouble wherever I went. I grew up in a toxic unconscious environment. My parents were alcoholics and I sort of raised myself. I guess I was doing whatever I knew to cope with life.

When I was 16, my mother was diagnosed with cancer and began the dying process. That’s when I sort of woke up. My own life was a mess, and I was there with her witnessing the painful end of her very unhappy life. Even though I was just a kid, I knew deep inside that I had to find another way to live.

Around this time, David found Ram Dass’s classic book Be Here Now and fell instantly in love with the wisdom traditions of India. He went into 12 Step recovery and stopped using drugs, began a meditation practice on his own, and began to seek out spiritual mentorship wherever he could find it.

My first teachers were really regular guys.

Norman Jaeger was a Christian pastor who had a little ministry that served severely disabled people, old people from nursing homes, and people who were otherwise alone. He and his small team of people really showered those folks with love. They sang to them, fed them, and ministered to them. It was so humbling for me to be a part of that work as a teenager. I was young and cocky. I felt like my life was hard until I worked with people who were born with cerebral palsy or abandoned by their families. Norm was a beautiful man and gave me model to live up to. “Unless you have sweat running down the crack of your ass, don’t talk to me about Jesus!” was one of Norm’s cardinal teachings. He instilled in me the ethic of sacred service. The central Christian teaching for him was where Jesus says: ‘Truly I tell you, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers of Mine, you did for Me.’

He taught me to love those that were hard to love and showed me how a real spiritual path was beyond our personal happiness, beyond our personal salvation. I am so grateful for what I learned from Norm and Jack and the others in that ministry.

Another beloved teacher was a man known as Colonel Moore. He was an ‘old school’ recovering alcoholic. He worked as a “junk man” – clearing out old houses and selling the junk. In his spare time he worked with addicts helping them to stay clean. This was before rehabs became so prevalent. In those days he would even have people detoxing in his home. He had this way of speaking straight to my heart and pulling no punches. Colonel Moore helped me get rid of my ‘inner junk’.

Another deep influence was a man named Rick Mast. He was a counselor at the local rehab for teens. I never went to rehab, but still Rick took me under his wing and basically saved my life. More than anything, these three taught me that spiritual life is about radical self examination and service – about walking the walk instead of just talking the talk.
Eventually David found his way to Chicago, IL. It was there that he intensified his training, began a serious meditation practice, and started working with a number of amazing mentors and teachers. In these early years of training David studied with transpersonal psychology and meditation pioneer Gorakh Hayashi, therapeutic yoga master Gabriel Halpern, Kevin Gardener, Ram Dass, Ramanand Patel, Rodney Yee, John Friend, and Mother Teresa’s Missionaries of Charity.

In 1992 David received Shaktipat Initiation from Siddha Yoga Master Gurumayi Chidvilasananda, accepted her as a traditional guru, and trained and worked in her ashrams in the US, India, and Australia. It was during these years that he was given the Sanskrit name Harshada, meaning delighted, joyful, and ecstatic. Training under Gurumayi exposed David to a number of renowned scholars and lifelong meditation teachers such as Swami Umeshananda, Carlos Pomeda, Sally Kempton, Swami Shantananda, Mahadev Saphier, and Swami Madhavananda.

I can never express my tremendous gratitude for those years of training. I feel like the Indian tradition opened its deepest heart and welcomed me in the most wonderful way. To know a master like Gurumayi and have the privilege to serve her and learn from her is true grace. On one level there is the whole wisdom tradition: the teachings, the scriptures, the inner technology of yoga. On the other level there is the experience of Grace, the experience of being with a master teacher and serving and practicing in that traditional energy field.

In 1999 David relocated to Auckland New Zealand where he taught therapeutic hatha yoga, offered meditation workshops, and hosted The Road Less Traveled, a radio ministry which played sacred music from different traditions and featured interviews with spiritual teachers and humanitarians. In New Zealand David also founded Working With Soul, a training company offering self-care workshops for medical professionals and in-depth training for Yoga teachers.

In 2004 David founded Banyan Education in New York City. With Banyan, David sought to offer the benefits of meditation practice to people who were ‘off the beaten path’ of the mainstream yoga scene. With Banyan, David initiated a first-of-its-kind pilot program at Mount Sinai Children’s Hospital using meditation as a therapeutic modality for young patients and their parents.

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Sri Lanka 2004

After the December 2004 Indian Ocean tsunami, David traveled to Eastern Sri Lanka to conduct humanitarian relief projects through Banyan.(photo left) David ran ‘happiness clinics’ during family medical clinics providing art, play, and dance therapy for kids in the tsunami camps. With Banyan David also set up his system to help young combat veterans return to civilian life using meditation as means to recover from the intense stress of combat. In India, David founded Adhishthana Living, a sister organization to Banyan. During the Banyan years, David worked with people from every walk of life: high school students, homeless teenagers, pregnant women, hospital patients, police officers, corporations, Indian street children, couples, combat veterans, filmmakers, and actors, just to name a few.

 

Banyan was great. I got to meditate and do this heart work with all kinds of people – not just “spiritual” people. Yogis and “spiritual types” are great, but I really love working with people who have never done any kind of inner work before. They are so open. Or working with people who are in tough situations. Like the street kids in India – they need education, they need rehabilitation, they need so many things. Their outer situation is dire. At the same time, they have Hearts. They have the same spirit inside them that any human has. Having a connection to their spirit is so important. It was such a privilege to offer this experience to people who wouldn’t otherwise have it.

As demand for his teachings grew, David founded Living Meditation in New York City and used it as the primary platform for his teaching for some time.

Eventually David started teaching at Kripalu and Omega Institutes, and became a teacher for YogaGlo.com. He authored BACKBONE, a book for men, and incorporated specific offerings to help men cultivate a more integrated and powerful expression of the “Masculine Principle”. He is currently working on several books including one based on the Bhagavad Gita.

Most recently, David has retraced his spiritual steps and has begun to re-explore the Bible and teachings of Christ and include these in his ministry. He seeks to minister to Christians and non-Christians alike.

Life is really good. These days I get to teach, and write, and spend time with my family. It’s all growing. Becoming a teacher was a deep thing for me, working with so many different people over the years and seeing them grow. Now I’m also a dad which is a massively deep thing. My kids give me so much incentive to stay awake, to make this world a better place. As far as the work goes, I couldn’t be happier. It keeps growing and evolving and reaching more people. These days I’m really into supporting helpers, teachers, pastors and healers be clearer vessels of Grace. I am blessed to do this work. God is so good.

David currently lives in Ojai, California and travels widely offering his service as a spiritual teacher and author.

Let David help you bring out the best in yourself and your life.

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